About The Notorious Mrs. Dauber

A few months ago, I was going through some old papers to confirm something in my memoir, Living on the Sunny Side. When my older sister died, I found a large number of yellowed, typed pages of family writings, but hadn’t bothered to read many of them in the intervening nine years. I seem to have come from a family of very prolific writers!

There were short biographical pieces from my parents; a whole notebook of my mother’s poems; Uncle Fred’s poems and stories; and a moderately long and detailed autobiography by my sister, among other things. Needless to say, I spent a few days reading. I retyped the most fragile ones and stored the original pages in acid-free jackets in an album to preserve them for future generations.

The most astounding discovery comprised sixteen typewritten, single-spaced pages of notes and the first drafts of two chapters for a biography about my dad’s family. It suddenly became very clear why no one was ever anxious to answer my questions. But mom and dad recognized it was important family history, as well as an interesting story.  In the notes, they were kind enough to include not just character names, but the names of the real people represented by the pseudonyms.

My first read-through of the notes was confusing, thrilling, and definitely shocking. It was confusing because mom and dad wrote some of the notes in their own shorthand–key words (for them) that would remind them to include the story about something or other. There are references to documents to which I don’t have access. For example, a note might read “see Jim’s page 2.” Well, Jim is dead and his second wife’s family probably took his contributions to the book, along with a couple hundred years of family heirlooms that they cleaned out of the house, possibly before the family was even notified of his death.

Some time lines and locations are fuzzy, as are some non-family relationships. Initial research on Ancestry.com has filled in many blanks so far, and even connected me with a previously unknown cousin in New York. But my parents provided plenty of important details about the people and events.  I really want the story to be as accurate as possible, especially the way the main character impacted the lives of the other family members. That, of course, means that I need to fictionalize parts of it. I continue to hope that my parents, grandparents, great-grandparents–all dead for many years–and other relatives will forgive me when a bit of artistic license is my only option.

The notes were thrilling because I was finally able to get acquainted relatives about whom I’d known virtually nothing. I was a late-in-life and totally unexpected child, born only fourteen months before my dad–and his story–died. I learned not just about the family, but about myself as well, including where some of my aptitudes (and quirks) may have come from. And after many readings and much analysis, I was amazed to learn that my life and that of my notorious grandmother were frighteningly similar. As a matter of fact, I almost feel like I’m channeling her occasionally, and have speculated during ‘off in the ozone’ moments that I may be the reincarnation of the notorious Mrs. Dauber.

The shocking part: learning that grandma got away with murdering grandpa! The primary difference between granny and me? I was successful in suppressing any homicidal tendencies I may have had, as well as a few other… unladylike… impulses!

Through a series of past actions which didn’t work out too well, I find myself not back home in California where I intended to be, but living in the woods on a hill in the ‘central Ohio highlands.’ Sometimes I think I have no control whatsoever over some aspects of my life. If I had been able to find a job when I moved to California’s central valley in 2006, I wouldn’t have the opportunities now available to me, and might not ever have read those old family papers. I’m almost happy (almost) that I was tagged as ‘overqualified’ and therefore unemployable, which forced the return to Ohio.

I’ve identified at least five places–through the notes and some records–where the family lived. Three of them are in Ohio and easy day trips from my present location. I’ll visit one of them next week.  Another two are in western Pennsylvania, only a slightly longer trip. But while I’m still living here, I’ll add a couple of days to visit Gettysburg.

The men on dad’s mother’s side fought in every war since the Revolution, and my great- and great-great-grandfathers fought in the Civil War for the Union. Dad became as much of a Civil War aficionado as the other men in the family. W.P. Lowery, my great-grandfather, and his father fought at Gettysburg, among other places, and  W.P. was an honor guard at President Lincoln’s tomb. Many years later, he was a lecturer in Los Angeles on the Civil War. Since I’m so close, I want to visit a place that meant so much to so many of them. Antietam and Appomattox… ? I may try to visit those too before I return to the west coast.

Regarding this blog, I plan to post updates on the writing process–including a few new and interesting facts; photos from the places I visit; and probably some excerpts from the book as I’m writing. Your comments, feedback and inquiries are welcome–especially if you stumble onto this blog, are related to the Kays, Lowreys, or Daubers, and have information I don’t have. See the About page for contact information.


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  1. Hi, Sunny,
    This new blog has already got me hooked….fascinating and I look forward to more.

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